My son is a my world

  I'm so proud of my handsome, thoughtful huge sweet heart, his mind body and soul. He is truly the most kind hearted young boy you would be so lucky ever have the pleasure to meet....
  He lights up the room ,elites up my life, makes my blue days sunny and b alrite, thank you my love.

Your welcome to share your thoughts that lite up your life and make it worth living worth every second of every day!
   Amen

Dairy of a mad white woman to rich that give a crap..no wait goingourrole model celebrities.

Disabled liers,can you work.r.then workshops, your fkn it up for us that
Cantor help us
Mariasgooddeals@yahoo.com

paypal

President TRUMP a cry for help from a low class U.S.A CITIZEN

I need money help.wow I asked for help.anyone rich enough to give a helping hand a tax rite off a few new friends. Not Saying ill be your friend or even like your ways but I give everyone a chance.let's see where this goes

   give a hello.yes that was lame but I'm better then this my family is my son mom and me.I know we deserve more at least my son does..our trailer.yeah.mom won't let me ask for help she's embarrassed cries.
    well I cry too when no one's looking.my pains unbearable .hate the meds they don't last.dint know what to do.my back pay from disability was gonna get us a modular home used I dint care just safe.warm.sturdy.....now we got this .takes 3years to get on helping list. lawyer forgot to submit my documents from important doctors so I lost also they didn't get me ready to meet w judge.told her I wanted to start a business. I did say that lawyer confidence....but my mind isn't All there.i can't take life.pain.I had a store(marias place, a flagging business my dad ran .....I have severe P.T.S.D., ANXIETY LIKE YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE.DEPPRESSION AS HE AH DEGENERATIVE DISC DISEASE.BULGING DISC ARTHRITIS HEAD TO TOESEVERE MIGRAINES DAILY YES EVERY DAY.
THOUGHT OF SUICIDE BUT NO ONE COULD EVER LOVE MY SON LIKE ME
...THATS IT HE KEEPS ME AS STRONG AS I CAN B........

A dairy of a mad white woman #2

Tuesday.
  Once again Wal-Mart ducked up meds prices everything
Mislabling price I'm so sick of them!!

  Last year know paid $300 for a pool on sale didn't even want but since it was for my so s weight loss and only
Yup only $300 o
I bought it self check out.the guy down at pool gave me tag to check out.then go pick up.well 2weeks later since they knew me so well enthralled  said I had to pay $200 more it wasn't the rite price I was pissed but thought omg thank god they let me pay the difference.forgetting there employee did it and didn't check receipts and helped me load it......
I bought 15 boxes of granola bars because 2 prices said $3.50/  not $5.99!!!!!!!!
Why the duck would I buy that many u ask.they were on sale.they rang up at fkn $5.99each.I learned days layer and no one liked them but me...
Motherless
Ill sign off with that...
My sons father I broke it off for 2 years making sure we were ok .because he's the type to hate the bitch the X.
So what's he say.we're really done cause I'm thinking of someone.already heart ached I dint wanna hear it just be safe and dint in evolve our son in sleepiness..


Ok done for now!!!!!

A diary of a mad white woman-SWEARING! no kids!

B-awareness swearing here!!
I don't care I'm white!!grew up thinking I was black though,thanks mom!!
  I'm real mad!!!
I had businesses
Jobs made great money
Now I'm up all night with pain!!!
  This shit debilitating!
Done for now!!
Ill b back!!

Proving disabled to a discriminating government- A diary of a mad white woman

         Working on my disability since before my son was born which was eight years ago
   The government is so unstable when I was 16 years old I had no children I had three jobs going to school and they said that I was $2 over the income so I was unable to get help.

  I have had pain ever since I remember I have all the documentation all my medical records trusting and a lawyer I hired trusting they would send in submit all my medical documentation which did not happen ,
  apparently because when the judge sent me my denial it was about a 25-page letter saying she was very sorry she could plainly see that I had disabilities but I had to prove them by the state law well I do have that documentation so when we appeal bit I got denied again and my lawyer said either we can start a new application or we no longer can work with you .

If you want to go to the Federal stage of the situation so I decided to go to the federal stage by myself trusting in the system knowing I had plenty of proof knowing that everything I was telling them showing them proving to them was the honest to God's truth leaving believing in the system

 So many people are able to work and are collecting disability when they shouldn't be God only knows how they pass through the cracks or who they know up top of the chain bus but this I do know I am unable to work I am able to get my son off to school I lay down for a few hours and get back up
    I do a little bit of laundry and then I have to lay back down again I am in such agonizing pain it's unreal I have been seeing doctors since I was about 12 years old I have medical proof and the money that has been spent on my cases on my appeals on my denial I Can Only Imagine so something isn't right here all my life all I've heard is you are too young to have this kind of pain I remember the first doctor that said that that was my doctor from my work injury back in 2006 when he was jabbing at my back with his fingers and it was hurting me awful and I was telling him it hurt so then I seen another doctor in Brunswick he said I over-exaggerated my pain but he did say I had fibromyalgia so now that we know a little more about that
   I also have many mental issues I have PTSD severe PTSD severe anxiety severe ADHD memory loss confusion I have tried over 25 maybe 35 medications my body does not adjust them any medication very easily it's very hard for me to take medications it's been a tough road I'm still driving on it though because I have an eight-year-old because I have a mother with blockages in her heart that needs my help I am looking for a new lawyer that will actually pay attention to what I need I have been working on my case for too long I am so overloaded I cannot breathe my chest feels like there's a big fat elephant sitting on it I'm sick of being discriminated against about my age I'm sick of the state's doctors having me come in for 15 minutes and evaluating me in denying me I know the state denies me but when I'm only in there for 15 minutes and the doctor says will get you in and out as quick as we can and he makes me stand up try to touch my toes I almost fell over trying to walk a straight line I probably fall my averages once a month I can't talk to people I try out of in the middle of nowhere I need a good lawyer that will win my case within 2 months I can't take this game playing anymore and I'm sure the state would surely appreciate the money not being spent on nonsense like this my doctors back me up I am unable to work if I was able to work I would be working I had 54 jobs over and under the table back in when I was younger I started working when I was like 9 years old.....


I'm sick of this,my cane I wanna beat people with it that are rude.
   People are ignorant, I have to re
Remember my son so I dint go to the clink cause hailed!!!!!!!#


My fkn pains kept me up all night!!!!!

  Dear god let's me have a break after meds once and a while, I sure could use ine.
  Another thing suboxone use to help with pain besides migraines, they need to figure that shit out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    A diary of a mad white woman!!!!

Government tweet trump God help us all

Age 15 working 3 jobs needed a lbit of help, nope no kids no help, im severely angry ar our shit system,

Glad trump has so much time to tweet!!, this is alk the time I have ill check in later....
Dai I'll y pain

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