Tuesday, June 20, 2017
Proving disabled to a discriminating government- A diary of a mad white woman
Working on my disability since before my son was born which was eight years ago
The government is so unstable when I was 16 years old I had no children I had three jobs going to school and they said that I was $2 over the income so I was unable to get help.
I have had pain ever since I remember I have all the documentation all my medical records trusting and a lawyer I hired trusting they would send in submit all my medical documentation which did not happen ,
apparently because when the judge sent me my denial it was about a 25-page letter saying she was very sorry she could plainly see that I had disabilities but I had to prove them by the state law well I do have that documentation so when we appeal bit I got denied again and my lawyer said either we can start a new application or we no longer can work with you .
If you want to go to the Federal stage of the situation so I decided to go to the federal stage by myself trusting in the system knowing I had plenty of proof knowing that everything I was telling them showing them proving to them was the honest to God's truth leaving believing in the system
So many people are able to work and are collecting disability when they shouldn't be God only knows how they pass through the cracks or who they know up top of the chain bus but this I do know I am unable to work I am able to get my son off to school I lay down for a few hours and get back up
I do a little bit of laundry and then I have to lay back down again I am in such agonizing pain it's unreal I have been seeing doctors since I was about 12 years old I have medical proof and the money that has been spent on my cases on my appeals on my denial I Can Only Imagine so something isn't right here all my life all I've heard is you are too young to have this kind of pain I remember the first doctor that said that that was my doctor from my work injury back in 2006 when he was jabbing at my back with his fingers and it was hurting me awful and I was telling him it hurt so then I seen another doctor in Brunswick he said I over-exaggerated my pain but he did say I had fibromyalgia so now that we know a little more about that
I also have many mental issues I have PTSD severe PTSD severe anxiety severe ADHD memory loss confusion I have tried over 25 maybe 35 medications my body does not adjust them any medication very easily it's very hard for me to take medications it's been a tough road I'm still driving on it though because I have an eight-year-old because I have a mother with blockages in her heart that needs my help I am looking for a new lawyer that will actually pay attention to what I need I have been working on my case for too long I am so overloaded I cannot breathe my chest feels like there's a big fat elephant sitting on it I'm sick of being discriminated against about my age I'm sick of the state's doctors having me come in for 15 minutes and evaluating me in denying me I know the state denies me but when I'm only in there for 15 minutes and the doctor says will get you in and out as quick as we can and he makes me stand up try to touch my toes I almost fell over trying to walk a straight line I probably fall my averages once a month I can't talk to people I try out of in the middle of nowhere I need a good lawyer that will win my case within 2 months I can't take this game playing anymore and I'm sure the state would surely appreciate the money not being spent on nonsense like this my doctors back me up I am unable to work if I was able to work I would be working I had 54 jobs over and under the table back in when I was younger I started working when I was like 9 years old.....
I'm sick of this,my cane I wanna beat people with it that are rude.
People are ignorant, I have to re
Remember my son so I dint go to the clink cause hailed!!!!!!!#
My fkn pains kept me up all night!!!!!
Dear god let's me have a break after meds once and a while, I sure could use ine.
Another thing suboxone use to help with pain besides migraines, they need to figure that shit out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A diary of a mad white woman!!!!
Government tweet trump God help us all
Age 15 working 3 jobs needed a lbit of help, nope no kids no help, im severely angry ar our shit system,
Glad trump has so much time to tweet!!, this is alk the time I have ill check in later....
Dai I'll y pain
Glad trump has so much time to tweet!!, this is alk the time I have ill check in later....
Dai I'll y pain
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